The Kevin McCauley Page

   A story  of a crash

First came in contact with HHC back around the W2K thing when the world was going to end.
At that point in my journey we had just came from a failed experiment where myself and five other families sold our "stuff" and moved into a neighborhood to be the New Testament Church.( we had some ideas okay)
We had gotten this idea over the years as we question our "religion".
We were all involved in Sunday Morning Serve US and found that we all felt this was not our true home.

We were all exited and it was like a Honeymoon. We found a neighbor hood with cheap houses So income was not an issue for any one who wanted to move here. This was 1997.

Over the course of a couple years we all discovered things and like any Marriage the Honeymoon wears off. If there is no more substance than an external attraction then you are left with nothing.
Long, sad, painful, story short, everyone went back to Churchianity.
We how ever were not able to sell our new found house.
We sold our home our business and gave most of the extra away and overpaid for a house will never recoup from.
Time passed , became quite despondent and bitter even to the point of Telling My Father I don't believe any more and decided I was just making this all up.

When I first read some of Greg's books My Spirit resonated and I came in for a closer look.

Back then there was no Core's just a couple of email forums , it was like the wild west.
Found Greg to be a genuine and Honest man.
But as is my custom I over analyse and over complicate.
Got off into the rabbit hole of ways and means of escaping and getting out the "THE BEAST". I learned all kinds of stuff like I wasnt saying God's name right, I was hanging out with Negroes who were beasts of the feild,

I got off with the Entheogens who taught that manna was mushrooms, some said manna was weed, I can't even count the twisted and demonic doctrines there are

 I came back around when Cores were being set up.
Myself and another guy George from Mass. Elected a guy Kendall A for PCM just to get started.
It was another wild west show,

How do we fight the Beast, how do we get out of the system, how do we correct our status. What is the correct "process". I ended up leaving then because of a disagreement with the leaders.

I say that We have the Holy Spirit Living in us who knows all things and is living and active and that we do not need written words on paper to live by.

That is Heresy in some minds I called into a talk shoe one night and heard the leaders talking about my statement.

How Izzy (my nickname at the time) was out of order for saying such things and that they would give me a lode of scripture to straighten me out.

When I heard that I was like I'm Outa here.

I gave up then back in 2012 as my Dad was dying  I got an email from some one with a quote from Greg.
The thing that gripped my was Greg has not changed His message is still the same.
I  thought, my goodness man why did I ever walk away from there.

I had wasted so much time.

Dragged my poor wife through all kinds of stuff.
I am a very fortunate man to have my wife Bobbi, She has stayed true to me for over 35 years and has always stuck with me even though I have given her a less than happy life. 

SO I came back around and at the time Claude was MoRe and I met with Nitsan, Isabelle and CLaude to make my intentions known. Some weeks past and we got close enough to where I made my SPT and put my hand to the plow.

The Northeast has had its fair share of trials and troubles but we are here now and we intend to grow in the knowledge and ways of the Kingdom.
So what is the correct proccess?

Love the Lord my God with ALL my heart mind and souls and Love my neighbor as myself.

 I am a fairly nasty guy, no good thing in me,except for Christ.
That is it, A treasure in an earthen vessel.
The way I see this Altar/government office is the place where I lay all of my hopes and dreams at His feet.

I have no expectation for a return.